How do you feel, when you have to try something new?

Something you've never done before? Excited? Inpatient? Unsure?⠀

As for me, I feel really scared. I'm scared, I won't succeed. I'm scared, I just waste my time. I'm scared, it won't be perfect from the first attempt, and I just waste materials. And I'm scared of that amount of work, that have to be done to get the result, what if I give up somewhere in the middle? And if I do, it will be a waste of time and materials, what I'm also scared of, hahahah⠀

This approach stopped me even from trying. Why would you try, when you won't get a perfect result immediately? I had so many ideas in my head, that I just buried there without giving it a chance. As a result, I was doing only what I was sure about, getting bored from this routine and become disappointed, because I didn't learn anything new.⠀

And once I thought it's enough. If I don't change anything right now, it will get just worse. So I decided to learn how to live the moment and do what makes me happy now. For a person, who plans everything ahead, it's a real challenge.⠀

And what about you? How do you feel, when you have to start something new?